Mama: The closer it gets to my birthday the more I cry. My first birthday without you. I miss you so much. I wish my heart would heal. I know you are in heaven Mama and I know you have no more pain but mama I really need one of your hugs. I miss your beautiful smile. I feel you with me all the time. Please help my heart to heal Lord. I just miss my Mama so much. I Love You Mama Your Daughter, Pam