I still miss you Mama. I have cried so much since you left. I visited you on Christmas Day. It was raining that night and windy and cold. It is raining again tonight. Jazzie is doing fine but I can tell she misses you. I guess you could say we are just alike because we both like to stay to ourselves. My house is a mess. I haven't been able to do anything since you left me. That Sunday night January 15, 2012, when I was driving down the road I prayed and asked God if it was your time to go to please take you in your sleep. Don't let you suffer any longer. God answered my prayer Mama. I just couldn't stand to see you suffer any longer. I know you are happy now. I know you have a heavenly body and you are no longer hurting. I just wish the Good Lord would just let me have 5 more minutes with you. I wish an angel would come to me and bring you with her for just 5 minutes. I wish that there were visiting hours in heaven. Mama I will always love and miss you. You were and still are my heart. I will always keep your memory alive. Love and Kisses To You In heaven Mama.........