Hey Mama: I just wanted to tell you that I am finally free of the pain that Traci and Joey caused me. I have let it go. I didn't realize that until tonight. I have a calm feeling and something just told me that I am free of that pain. Those two really hurt me mama and I know that you know what happened. I know that you seen everything from heaven. I had a lot of anger built up inside me and Mama all that is gone. I am so so thankful to the Good Lord for freeing me of that. i can think about them and I don't have anger inside me. Mama, it is a good feeling. I'll never forget what they done to me but I feel like I have forgiven them. I just wanted to tell you that mama. I want you to know that I miss you so very much. This month is hard because this is the month that you passed away. I just could never picture you being gone Mama. I know that you are in a much better place and I know that you are not suffering any more. Tonight when I was in the shower the bathroom door closed. I hollered and asked who it was and no one answered. when I got out and got dressed I went to the living room and asked Jim why he came in the bathroom and he said that he didn't. Aaron didn't come in there either. Then I got to thinking and I knew it was you checking up on me. Mama I just realized that that is when I had that calm feeling. Thank You Mama. hugs and Kisses To You In Heaven. I Love and Miss You so Much Mama.... Your daughter, Pam